part 4…
branden
and i started spending a lot of time together. conveniently he didn’t have his driver’s
license (because of the trouble he had gotten in), so i drove everywhere. at
the time he was still in plumbing school a few nights a week so i would pick
him up and take him home. i knew i was starting to get a little crush, we would
hang out almost every day, and go to one or two movies a week. i didn’t realize
how much i liked him until he told me he was probably going to be moving to
west yellowstone for work. the thought of not being able to hang out with him
or see him every day made want to cry. basically, i knew this had the potential
of getting pretty serious.
(he didn’t
end up moving, obviously)
i was cheering
at a basketball game one night (december 6th to be exact) and
afterwards branden invited me over to his sisters house (he was house sitting
for a few days while she was out of town). if i remember right we were watching
ER and a jewelry store commercial came on with the song “a thousand miles” by
vanessa carlton playing. we were both looking at each other and then i, yes i,
leaned in and kissed him.
later that
night he walked me out to my car and kissed me goodbye. as i drove away i was
thinking “crap! am i going somewhere i don’t wanna be going?? are we going to
potentially ruin a great friendship??”. well i let my thoughts get the best of
me and started pumping the breaks, big time!! things were a little awkward for
a bit, but we still hung out all the time and i couldn’t help but want to be
near him. even though it freaked me out i just wanted to kiss him again! so
what did i do? i kissed him again! and again! and again!...........
to be
continued…
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